[F4A] No one Sees You, But I Do [Comfort][Emotional][Depression/Loneliness]

I never felt welcome to my school or any where

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I am so tired of loving so deeply, and always being used and discarded. Why doesn't anyone actually want to love me back. Why am I so unlovable? What did I do, that was so bad, that left this unending torment on my soul. Hell, I'd rather just die at this point

I wish I can get better to not feel like this this is my main source for happiness at the moment and I don’t know how to feel like I forgot how to feel I don’t get excited or a euphoria anymore I feel here and there but I hate how this is my main source for happinesses I really need to get better

It hurts, why does it hurt

In the span of 4 years I’ve lost 9 close family members. I’m trying my best to be a pillar for my family to look up to, and most importantly make my mother and father proud. On top of that, throughout those for 4 years I’ve been taken advantage of emotionally, mentally, and most surprisingly, sexually. I feel numb most days like I’m not even truly alive, like I’m just coasting through life. I just wish someone would accept me… but if I’ve learned anything over these past years, it’s that there’s no help coming for me. At my lowest moments the only person I had was myself, and that’s how it’ll continue to be, because I have to be strong because nobody is coming to save me.

I pushed everybody, I'm not good at telling people how I feel.

Life isn’t worth it anymore. I just want it to end.

Thank you. Truly.

Alle meine Freut vorbei ist, ich habe zu verleben im dem Schmerz nicht wenn ich will nicht

I no that feeling all to will of the title late to this but glad I found it it amazing lav

oh man

it’s really come to this

pretty common these days for me to see people on social media talking about how they “don’t care about ____’s loneliness; maybe once upon a time i wouldn’t have been affected at all, but these days it really just hits home even more when i read stuff like that that there truly is no one who cares about my existence

and that takes me here, i suppose. thanks for the video, and thanks for making me feel seen just a little bit even if it is through a screen

I would give everything for a person like this irl

I lost my three year streak of not crying. The fact that NO ONE will ever say this to me. And that I am so lonely I have to search up gf audios makes me sick to the stomach

Hi Lav. I know that you and I will most likely never meet. But I just wanted to tell you that I stumbled across this video at complete random tonight, while in the midst of one of those stupid suicidal thoughts/PTSD battles I fight more often then not, every day and every night...

Long story short my new friend, I've watched this vid several times thru now and it still cuts me up inside every time. But in a good way, tho...

You have an incredibly special heart. And it means the world to me that your videos have an extremely rare type of sincerity to them not many ASMRtists have, at least not that I know of personally.

I'm not very good at conversations with most people in real life compared to online cuz I'm an Aspie haha, people find out I have autism and for some reason I've never understood, that seems to push everyone away from me before I can even show them the depths of how much I wish I could just be their friend/friends... but there's something about you Lav, that makes me feel like I can trust you.

I hope you have a great day/night/whatever time it is there by you, and... yeah. Even now, I still kinda feel like givin' up on whatever my future might be, (Cuz of how sad my present situations make me feel, some of them really hurt my heart to have to deal with but such are the cards I've been dealt I suppose 😂🤷✌️) but I just want you to know that even though I don't know you in real life, I love you a lot my friend. And I'll try my best to keep holding on for your sake, becuz you're one of the first voices I've heard in a pretty long time that really took any time out of their day to even metaphorically, sit next to me and tell me they cared... God bless and I hope you know i love you too my friend.

Sincerely and respectfully, Willy G. SoulFire.

Also ps: Do you have Snapchat by any chance? My username there is willygsoulfire if you ever wanna chat, I'd love to become your friend. It's cool if you didn't feel ok with that either too, just thought I'd throw it out there. 👋🤗

Tysm for making this <3

Try no longer being able to feel loved by my parents after more than what nyi prefers when it comes to bs and criticism nya, nyi'm a big emotionally sensitive sabertooth tiger who just NEEDS to feel loved through physical touch sense that's my love language nya [|}|

It hurts

God, if you are hearing me. Give me schizophrenia.

Gym is gonna go crazy now
Gonna hit legs so hard I can't walk like the way she walked out on me

TY Lav. for all content. The uploads are bangers

This video gave me conformation. Thank you for confirming. I also made my loneliness regret taking over me. So you guys (and girls) won't have to worry about this disgusting disease. I feel your love. Thank you.

I swim oceans for people who wont cross bridges for me

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This ASMR is very helpful for me whenever I'm feeling down
thank you 🙏

I never knew I needed this I cried but it was tears of thankfulness of the needed comfort thank you so much

I’m a very lonely 1* year old and this digital voice is a very comforting the only comforting voice that I know

No matter how much i try to be friends with everyone i js cant do the same with the opposite gender. i cry everyday about it because i js wish there was a woman to care for me

I’m reaching a limit

Being scared of women is worst thing i hope i die soon

This is very good audio.
Thank you.

What hurt me the most, was not that it related to me a little…what hurt the most, was you fighting the urge to cry. Your voice was quivering, the constant sniffling…you were feeling it….you meant this….and it hurt me too to hear you in pain…you don’t have to be the support always as well. Whenever you need support, I’m here to help as well. We are family, we support each other where we need it. I don’t remember where in the Bible it says…but God will wipe all the tears from our eyes. Everything will be ok

Right now, or rather for like at least a year now. I've felt entirely stuck - like I missed some kind of crucial lessons about life at some point with no way to backtrack. I feel that what should be a support network to me is instead a threat, but I can't leave because I don't have a job and barely know how to get one.
I feel like I have to figure out so much on my own to catch up, but I don't even know what any of it is or how to start.

It just makes me feel hopeless and worthless

I've been struggling with depression my whole life and recently I broke up with my girlfriend a few months ago and now I've been starting to realize how lonely i was and how loved and cherished i was just for me to be thrown away like trash and it just hurts to be by myself with my thoughts and taking the time to listen to this reminds me of her because before we started dating she helped me through extremely though times and nowi have no one to talk to when times are tough but listing to this makes me feel a bit better than I was before listening to it

2023 is probably the hardest year of my life so far, this made it easier though, for the moment. Thank you

Thank you

At that point where the lumps constantly in my throat. Where I'll shed maybe one or two tears and force myself to stop. Not sure how well I can keep it up.

I learned to numb all my feelings because nothing in this world matters anymore to me because I'm just a servant

“Maybe you live with your grandparents or…” how the hell did you-!

a not so fun fact a broken heart has the same feeling as a heart attack

I dont really have anyone, dont think i ever really did. My entire life I have never really fit in. Only ever had a handful of friends at a time and ive watched them all come ago. I fought through the worst of my dark days and now im through to the other side. Im doing well in life by most standards, but im just alone. I socialize and try to make friends, but never really do. In the end the reminder of the fact i dont belong is worse than just being alone. I just go through life as the loneliness only gets harder and im left wondering if i will ever find a place, or even a person where i belong.

I once thought that i could always keep going by thinking i should at least see the next day, now i feel like i might not need that day anymore.

Being a man is a nightmare. Idk how to explain and that is one of the issues. I'm not talking about social stuff, I mean brainly speaking, a man's brain, way of thinking, objections and feelings, are just pain. Pure pain, not now or maybe not even in the next decade, but one day you'll realise you just died years ago, and when you realise, truly, then you'll find out that you are alone, you'll feel lost and I'm not here to comfort you, I'm here to share and try to explain that feeling. As you can see I failed bc those words could apply just the same to a woman's brain as well. At least I tried and no I didn't ment only lonlyness or pain, like I said, I dont know how to explain it.

Wow, I’ve hit new lows I could never imagine. Listening to someone pretend to care for me. Thank you for this, though, I needed it.

This video helped me a little bit. I feel really embarassed, but I have to say it. My wife has been verbally abusing me and ignoring me. I am so starved of touch and affection. I can't leave because I don't really have anything, I gave it up so we could move in together. She's pregnant too and I'm so scared for my son. I don't know what to do. I'm sorrrty

Fuck depression boys

I was sent to say Happy B-Day, but hooo boy I'm trying not tear up. Amazing Audio.

Happy Birthday 🎉