In memory of my sister, Natalie (Cloveress ASMR)

fuck man, rest in peace

Damn

About 6 years ago, I was introduced to ASMR from watching her video playing with a rubber. Thought it was the weirdest thing I would have seen all day but, I found it oddly satisfying. I had no idea why I enjoyed it till i watched a few more of her videos and I discovered it was called ASMR. Been hooked to it since then. For a full year I just watched her stuff before getting into other kinds of ASMRtists like Gibi and the likes. It is because of her that I found a way to cope with a lotta stress and dark thoughts. I hope she is well rested.

Omg i always wondered what happened. I use to watch her when she just started making asmr she was my favorite asmrtist then one day she just disappeared. Sorry those people led her down a bad path. Rip.

I remember watching her in middle school now I’m in my final year of highschool. Randomly looked up “asmrtist who died “ and was reminded me of her.

My Condolences To You And Your Family

Idk how I ended up back here to this video. I hope you guys are doing well.

I still miss her so much. I try and bring her up to people and tell her story and creativity as much as I possibly can. I hope this doesn’t offend you, but I started watching her in middle school during very developmental times of my life, she became like a silly big sister to me in a lot of ways. I wanted to be like her. I wanted to be as creative and funny as she was. I looked up to your sister so so much and I hope wherever she is, she knows that. I hope she knows how many people truly and wholeheartedly cared for her. I hope things are well for you ❤️

I come back to this video every year
My heart is just irrevocably broken

I’m so so sorry for your huge loss. What an irreplaceable void she left in the world. I’ve lost people to substance abuse. She was a badass and beautiful.

One of your videos randomly got recommended to me today and your appearance reminded me a lot of Cloveress. Now I know why. I used to watch your sister's videos before her passing. RIP Natalie.

I'm sorry about your loss. This must have been a difficult video to make.

Litteraly just found this out, I’m so sorry

rip to a v talented artist, gone to soon

This is so weird. I remember reading in the comments years ago that Natalie had a strained relationship with her parents. Her mom specifically I think. That she disapproved of the videos Natalie was making, then took away access to her YT account, and eventually kicked her out of the house as well. And now seeing this... Just goes to show, you can't and shouldn't trust a lot of the stuff you read on the internet.

It's sad she had to leave so young. I'm sorry for your loss. And thank you for this video ❤

This is truly sad.

I was upset to hear of what happened and I'm surprised it's taken so long for this video to make it my way. I want you to know that I think you being here to keep her spirit alive is wonderful and I'm sure she's watching over you every day.

I personally felt I could relate to her, at least as much as one can over the internet. She was a good person.

i didn’t know she had passed away, i used to watch her videos in 2017 and randomly remembered her channel today. im so sorry for your loss.

I found her videos so unique and helpful for me. I'm so sorry, but don't worry too much. I believe we go to heaven and see each other again. I'm so sorry. Bless you all! ❤

Just found out, RIP, this is really sad I used to watch her videos all the time, I wondered what happened to her. Sad to see this is what it was.

My god, i just found out now when i wanted to watch her video after the years... I used to love her videos. May she rest in peace ❤️

RIP Bless

she was such a golden person. and she is always golden even now.

Im so sorry i only found out about this from daz black and i also understand i also struggle with depression and ADD

Im sorry for your loss

Rest in Paradise Clover, I’m so sorry 🫂 I wish you strength & peace

Rip you were amazing

oh no, I had no idea :(

RIP Clover you’ll always be missed

Really hope you are doing okay, Boop. Couldnt even fathom the thought of losing a sibling, and one you spent a childhood together at that. Hope you have healed and live a happy life.

Damn

So sorry for your loss, I remember her being one of the first asmr channels I followed, she had a huge personality and her channel was so different to others.

As I just got back into asmr she's the first one I searched for and found this video which has shocked me.

I cant believe this is true, you look a lot like your sister. My condolences to you and your family. RIP Natalie

I liked her humour and daring in her videos, RIP

Lan clover, memen dönerdi; senle dalga geçerlerdi... Öldün ya inanamıyorum. Ölmesini bekleyeceğim en son insan olabilirdin. Hiç tanımadığın birisi bile olsa insan birinin yok olmasını kafasına sokamıyor. Kardeşine de, ailesine de çok üzüldüm. Sanki rüyadaymışsın gibi, yarın görecekmişsin gibi hissetmek o kadar korkunç ki. Kimse bu duyguyu yaşamaz umarım.

I havent forgetten about her

I'm so sorry for your loss. She was too young. May she Rest In Peace ❤❤ she's looking down on y'all smiling in heaven bc of what a loving family she has 💖💖

It's strange how two sisters can turn out so different. Same with me and my brother. Sorry for your loss. She was way too young

🙁

:(

Damn the tears

And you are right the only people who care about her is you and your mom meaning her real family blood is thicker than water

Aww sorry to hear that I loved her sense of humor

I don't even know what to say I use to think I would grow up to be psychopath because I didn't really care but this broke me and I didn't like who I was I have explosive anger which was another reason I thought I was a pshyco but this is so upsetting I'm so sorry for what you have been throught and I hope it gets better and I know my word doesn't mean shit but I'm so so sorry also kids said I was pshyco because I was different so I always believed I was until a few years ago when I was diagnosed with anxiety. And my doctor said everything was ok

I used to watch her years ago, i just learned today of her passing, all my condoleances.... This is really a tragedy, i'm so sorry for your loss.

Too young... too fragile... 😭

Im so sorry for your loss 😭❤️, she was such a good asmrist

rip natalie. you were so sweet ❤❤

Breaks my heart to see her in this pictures real, alive. All my support for the family, I'm so sorry.

i remeber how she made me laugh as a teen. And found it funny how she looked so much like my friend. I hope you and your family get through this..