How To Disappear

I don't really know how to explain it but disappearing has always been my goal. Not in a sad way rater in a beautiful way.

This is why im obsessed with high level esc0rts and courtesans

Disappearing is the only way to stay sane…and when I step out I step out.

One of the 48 Laws Of Power is mastering the art of disappearing. Great content 💙

This is me sharing more than usual, which kinda contradicts your whole video, but you said to not take it too literal , and I love the community that we have created. But sometimes I find myself frustrated with having a physical body and being so heavy/dense. I will touch my body, and just feel off. Sometimes it’s so weird to be dense and in the back of my mind I’m thinking about how much better it is to be lighter. Of course I have no conscious memory of being lighter, but I think it’s stored somewhere. I know I sound a little woo woo, and have rambled on , so I will stop now. Thank you to any one who read this!

This is completely unrelated but, do you have a Tumblr? I'd love to follow and view aesthetically pleasing images you admire.

I've always loved being invisible. It's liberating.

I feel like this time to time. I love it. This made me cry. I hate being awake during the day too. I have been doing this stuff on a regular but I always pulled myself out because of my partner. Now I’m going to unapologetically do it. I went off social media again, I don’t know here and there I felt the need to share something now I don’t care anymore. After this I’m becoming unapologetically ME.

dearest Celine, i thought i'd mention that these methods i very much associate with Nietzsche's "artist god'/living life as an artist! such a fascinating topic, though possibly quite dangerous when implemented by someone in te wrong headspace.
lots of love and thank you again <3

Loved this video. Discipline and how to obtain and improve it from your perspective would be astronomical.

i never feel like i belong to the world, i think something better it's coming, something greater... and solitude is the moment when i can put order and meaning to my life, being "antisocial" make me understand myself and understand God. I realize that i'm not alone and i have nothing to fear. I never feel so powerful

ive practiced this for too long and actually have become a hermit lol. i moved to a foreign country as an adult and every once in a while i just delete ppl from social media or create a new one all together. its hard to make friends when you have a certain perspective on life. im personally trying to come out of my shell from years of working from home and living alone. but at this point i just refuse to make any effort at all. anyone fated to be in my life must be summoned out of thin air.. otherwise i simply do not have the energy to search.

I was sort of disappeared throughout all my life. It is deeply fascinating because it's literally killing you and make you feel desperate as hell, but it's true, in my case, despite all suffering, it was precious incubating time as you have mentioned. It just that if you go too far you go against evolution and human nature itself and what else could possibly kill you if not this.

This channel has changed my life. You are elegant, intellectual, and incredible. I feel so understood (rare) and inspired to not give up on art. Thank you for all that you create for us

I don't want to disappear completely. What I want to be is an enigma. I want to be known and yet unknown, in that I stand out from other people, but cannot be fully understood. I read once that to reveal yourself to others is to give them power over you, and I have followed that wisdom ever since. I pick and choose what I tell others about myself. Only a privileged few get to know me well, and no one will ever know me fully. Solitude for me is easy, as I am very introverted and self-entertaining. If I am my own best company I am never lonely.

I do all of this naturally I’m trying to break out of it but it’s hard when u get so used to the comfort of yourself

My Scorpio heart loves this video! Thanks for putting ALL of this into words. I think about the art of seduction and "The Star." People are obsessed with stars because they don't have access to them. People can only assume what they do in their free time.

The early morning hours are so magical. It’s so quiet. You have nothing but your thoughts. Maybe an owl to greet you. 🦉

I love morning and thats why i go to sleep during early night.
I wake up and the whole world is asleep and i get to do my stuff and nobody knows

dear creator, i just want to tell you that i'm grateful i found this video a year ago and i've been applying everything you shared here unironically and it's one of the best decisions i've made this year. thank you

Yes, you are validating so many of my habits. You romanticize them! And in doing so it helps me to value myself and my nature.

In the past I’ve been hard on myself for not answering text or phone calls. For not posting consistently.

Now I feel like a true Artist a true Mystical Siren 🌊🐚

I understand hating the daytime. My depression was the worst then. Something about the night time is so peaceful.❤

Just found you. Binge watching all your videos 🖤🌊🌊🌊🌊

Many years ago i deleted my Facebook and everyone forgot i existed. Not even joking. If you’re not on Facebook, people suddenly don’t remember you exist. A very close friend of my mine had a baby and didn’t even tell me. But everyone on Facebook knew. People don’t really reach out by phone anymore so if you’re not on there, you’re a non person. So after that i concluded that if people only contact you if you’re online, they aren’t real friends.

4 months without social media apps and I feel I’ve come home to my self, like I’m on vacation or something. There’s no external pressures, the noise has been aggressively removed. I can listen yo my own self, my soft voices. I really wish to never go back lol. It’s safe in here 🌙.

Be in the world but not of it....Jesus christ❤

finding your video mid journey. completely went off socials this year, in a new city. you're very right about this process adding a layer of divinity - I still "stand out" even though I'm not in the mix and wholeheartedly focused on building myself/ honing my artistic skills. I feel more connected to my craft & self bc of the sacred value of my day to day practices 🤍

Literally, I do all of these and quite naturally 😅 I’m a Scorpio. I bask in solitude. People who know me either make peace with how I am or go crazy trying to figure me out lol I went out to a grocery store just yesterday to restock my house and ran into a very old co-worker who is the complete opposite of me and she boisterously asks, “so what have you been up to!?” …and I didn’t even attempt a social mask and replied, “oh just staying away from people.” Kinda shocked myself that I said it 😂 The mere fact she even asked me something I consider to be so private was off putting but I still cordially obliged her.

I literally hate when my phone rings…like whyyyy?

Thank you 🙏

Disappearance comes very naturally to me and to not be that way I do have to force it. The first one you listed is just my personality. Dont answer the phone, hate to text, hate to make plans. No social media posting. I lurk but havent posted in years. I have a very deep and fulfilling inner life. I am friendly in person and if you can find me in real life, I think im likable and very easy to talk to but people always want my number and I'm finally getting to the place where i just tell people thay having my number is completely pointless and I hope to run into them again instead.

Holy shit, my demographic finally appears outside my own head. Thank you for the strong representation of authenticity, it's not easy being this way lmao

Incubation period: discover yourself
Temporary death to be reborn
Look for the discomfort of disappearing

Like God, I too work in mysterious ways

I want to feel like a fever dream