drunk text - luz/amity

I wish things didn't end as badly as they did.

I haven't felt comfortable at your place for a long time, definitely not after June, but I still came, for you. The person who I was confident I'd forever have in my life is someone I lost now too, and it hurts, because everyone always claim they'll "never leave".

I feel like I have always been giving my all, even so much so as disobeyed my family to do what I wanted for us, but I guess it still wasn't good enough, I am not good enough. No one sees me, hears me or understands me. It makes me feel extremely invisible, and makes me wonder why I still try, why I'm still even here.

To the people who are begging me to stay, act like it. Show up. Be there for me. Listen to me and understand me. Prove that my existence would actually make a difference in your life. That I would stay for people who don't leave me, but would stay by my side.

I am tired of waiting. For things to "get better", for people to "come back", for me to "love myself". People have been telling me those things for YEARS, but honestly, it doesn't change. I've been down this road for a while, and I can't rely on empty promises anymore.

Sorry I wasn't good enough for you and sorry I was difficult to deal with. I know I am not easy, and I know I need a lot of patience and attention, but I really tried to make you as happy as I possibly could, but maybe that wasn't enough.

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If you know someone who is going through a rough patch, or has been struggling with their mental health for a while, don't leave them. Don't pressure them to "change for the better" or give them expectations you have. It only makes us decline more instead of support us to become healthier. Give them someone who they can come to when things get hard.

Try and be there for someone until it's too late.

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I am going away for a while. Making edits has been asking a lot from me, even though I used to enjoy it so much, but I hardly enjoy anything anymore nowadays. I'm going on a trip, hopefully soon, to visit one of my best friends and try to escape all the pressure literally everyone has been putting on me this year.

Thank you for your understanding, and maybe "see you later".


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⚠️ Don't repost my edits on Insta or YouTube! ⚠️


→ Song | Drunk Text - Henry Moodie
→ Content | The Owl House
→ Created | 26th of August 2023
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