released Sep 2022
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full credit given to producer for instrumental
say your goodbyes
we're not getting out alive
just one more night
well dance til the end of time
i told you i tried
to get the best out my life
it seems like i failed
but thats how it goes sometimes
all this must come to an end we
might not ever meet again so
take in one last final breath and
grab a paper and a pen
tomorrows never guaranteed our
freedoms never f****n free i
cherish every moment but
i'm not psychic
heart beating out my chest
anxiety i cant suppress
i put emotions into songs
but still i just cannot express
the voices inside my head
you wont believe the s**t they said
i drown them out with substances
to try to kill them
lost count of times iv overdosed
believe me iv come f****n close
and waking up to paramedics
just aint fun
and the looks of disappointment
and the feelings of resentment
they cut you inside until
you just dont care
i guess im just meant to survive
i stop sometimes and wonder why
cuz this personal hell of mine
just wont quit
and i never f****n shake the pain
the guilt i always seem to blame
on myself til i go insane
repeat the cycle
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