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Lyrics:
Chorus)
Sample
My life’s been marked by love and grief
I give my all and then they leave
It’s happened way to many times that I think its me
Maybe I’m the issue
Maybe Im the reason they all leave
Man I miss you
Every single person Ive loved, now is gone
One by one they left, I’ve been on
A sad and lonely road, all alone
Engulfed
by grief and the confusion
Is love and friendship an illusion?
Now Im not perfect but I do my part
Ill be the realist from the very start
Give you an arm when you need a hand
To help you flourish Ill do what I can
But maybe that’s my problem
Taking all of theirs.. when I aint need to solve em
Giving all to people, who only love the stardom
Then dashing me out when they don’t need me
And act like they don’t know me
Not saying that they owe me
But a hey hello goes a long way
(Chorus)
Sample
(Verse 2)
Now I understand that people grow
It’s that one truth in life that we all know
Im not the same old person that I was before
I’ve gone through many things that helped me to evolve
And maybe its the same with them
And maybe yes I was their friend
And maybe it just happened to be
That they grew
in a whole different direction
We on different wave lengths and we can’t connect em
There’s nothing we can do but learn to accept it
But I’ve made peace with that
Its the way they went about it that rubbed me the wrong way
I was there for them on their dark days
When they called me crying I tried
to ease their pain but now
They see right through me like they never knew me
Im starting to think that maybe they just used me
And Maybe that’s my role in life
To come in theirs and be the light
To sing a song of love tho the echos they won’t come
I gotta be okay despite
(Chorus)
Sample
(Verse 3)
Now Im numb to love and deeper connections
Why even would I bother when I know the ending
Eventually they’ll leave and Ill be stuck with resentment
Like where did I go wrong and how to correct it
Man I love dogs but I will never get one
Cuz one day it will die so I just go and pet one
For me, love has been a double edged sword
It’s left me wounds that I’ve tried to ignore
But they bleed and the memories spill