I'm Okay │Spoken Word Poetry

Everybody sees me laughing with the others
But only I know about the inner turmoil I try to cover

My arms littered with shooting stars
They are the memoirs of every battle I lost
With every battle I lose, I grow afraid of losing the war

Nobody heeds to my silent cry for help
A few notice, but my battles aren't important enough for them
Deep in my heart, I know I'm too scared to actually ask
And I just put on my mask and push away the few who care

I'm losing the war and falling deeper in that void of despair
And the deeper I fall, the harder it gets to climb back

I'm waiting for the end of this tunnel
But there is only infinite darkness

Now the only way I see
Is the warm embrace of endless sleep

TW SH

Its so silly of me
To cover up my arm that bleeds
Remember those times
We’d run to our mom
For the cut on our knee?
What’s different now?
When you need bandades the most
You let yourself bleed?
When you cut
Your arm
Your thigh
Your knee
Come to me
Here I’ll be ❤

What is the name of your background music?

today was already so hard to go on like nothing happened till I listened to this video it made me cry but no one even asked if I'm alright🥺😭

i dont really know what i feel anymore. It is like im not happy and not sad but in between.

The person with suicidal thought, they r fullfilled person in the world, they learnt lesson in all sides sitting with white paper, planning something creatively invest mind and thoughts in that, main culture in every we have practice to hug our children, anything will b possible, confidant in futur,e it shows suicidal is not solution for anything, try to learn others life history v r better than that, divine practice is must, I can understand all yours, but u r super power to reciproc anything, ancestors prayer is must for u, bcoz that curse is main in u, so b brave b happy find your happiness in u, b responsibility, tears is answer for every pain, b positive, everything will b ok, athuku thaan naan kastapaduran but kovam ella, sorry.

Are you okay?
They say
Yes I'm fine as I say Every day..

I smile
I laugh
I cry
I fake


Knowing someday I'll break..
( need help finishing it...)

This is me but I'm worse I can't keep this up

❤

Yep, every day I go through this..
Not good enough for her so mustn't be good enough for anyone else.

When she said, "But hey, I'm okay, and the sun will give me another day!"
I felt how it is to live those repeated bad days!

And yes, you just tell them that you are ok but inside you are not Even though it's heavy on you, you're still ok because you don't want them to see that you're going to have a hard time too So just cry in a corner where they don't know that you're not ok You will show your family and friends that you are still ok But the truth is not 😢😢And the feeling that you don't really have it anymore, so you just go to a corner and cry Because you will pour out all your feelings because you can't do it anymore...and Then you just tell yourself again that I'm ok...And that's me...

I am okay
I just bleed a little inside it's ok,
I just got a little of my soul taken away but it's ok,
I just felt like i am worthless today again it's ok,
I just felt like to end my life again today but it's ok,
I again felt like to scream and let everything out but i couldn't it's ok,
Because at the end of the day what people see is what mistake i did but not what i fell inside, so it's ok .
I am again living as dead again i put on my fake simle so its ok
I will live again.

When a person responds that they're ok ...i know something is wrong

The ending was a masterpiece, so relatable 😭😭😭😭

I've tried to tell my parents about this but all they say is, 'its hormones', 'its a phase', 'it will be okay'

LIKE NO, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, CONSTANT EMPTINESS IS NOT HORMONES!

(I haven't told them that part cause I'm too shy 😭)

Why is this so relatable , everything hurts but faking it makes it feel real and i feel that if i let them theough that becomes a reality

At the end of the day...we found only word to say is 'm okay....

Your thinking is very good

My daily routine 🖤

““Are not five sparrows sold for two copper coins? And not one of them is forgotten before God. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.”
‭‭Luke‬ ‭12‬:‭6‬-‭7‬

“He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. He counts the number of the stars; He calls them all by name.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭147‬:‭3‬-‭4‬ ‭

“The Lord has appeared of old to me, saying: “Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love; Therefore with lovingkindness I have drawn you.”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭31‬:‭3‬ ‭

“Cast your burden on the Lord, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭55‬:‭22‬ ‭

““Can a woman forget her nursing child, And not have compassion on the son of her womb? Surely they may forget, Yet I will not forget you.”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭49‬:‭15‬ ‭

“‘Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know.’”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭33‬:‭3‬

God loves us so much but sin separated us from Him. He came down to do what we couldn’t. The Lord Jesus Christ, the son of God lived a perfect sinless life, died for our sins, was buried, and rose again on the third day. All who believe will be saved. He did this cause He wants a personal relationship with YOU. He wants to do life with you. He wants to hold your hand and walk with you. He cares for you, if you would just ask Him. He is calling out to you and loves you soo much. You can ask Him questions. You can ask Him why. He wants to give you perfect peace and love. He wants to be a Father to you. It’s not manmade religion He ever wanted. It was a personal relationship with each and every person. Just ask Him and read His word, the Bible. He will speak to you.

There is peace in the power of the Holy Spirit

I am that sad and depressed person noone wants to be around

Hello can u please help with the app on which you create videos?

We're in this together

Rn į just wanna die be gone i know i will probably regret it later but į still wanna do it

I'm positive and extremely happy!!!!!.I'm not okay I'm great!!!

I'm 69 and still go through that. Try to find a grass root elder teacher or indigenous ways of being balanced it will help I hope

Reminds me of my childhood I lost a lot this made me cry

Pain pain

Why that fellow never left the rescue camp inspute of my warning dear without solveing my problem he cant move away from here as he clashes with me gud challenge

I'm struggling and i am sick of pretend that I'm okay and i I'm trying so hard but i am falling deeper than i was before i am falling deeper each day

My friend started hanging out with another kid today…

She started treating me and our other friends like crap. Nobody asked me if I was okay out of the 51 people that know what happened only three asked the two other friends I mentioned and this one girl in my class that I didn’t talk to till track, I say I’m ok but I’m not.

Real shit I want to hug him . And I hope his friends and family check up because that is so accurate it hurts

I can look to the sea from all the sides
but I always see the same old things
they say the water will carry on
the things you trying to let go

but I'm hasty
I need it now
It's getting really dark
I can't see where are my tears

the sea floods all the time
I'm trying to be fine
but I feel so aimless
looking from the outside

they say along the sea it will go
memories you hold
things you want to let go
but just take my hand
for a minute hold my soul

aloof I tried to hold
I cant let myself go
burst of wind in the sea
it always control the dark sky
I cant see anything anymore
give me a flare
a flame in my soul

This really speaks to me on a different level

Wow, this is the best spoken poetry because this is what I always think

I'm not okay

beautiful

I'm okay

"Maybe if I pretend on those really bad days, I'll start feel like I'm actually okay." This hit hard

💕😊👌

this is just making me crying so much inside.

I really done with this life I cried daily everyone leave me. I'm just a losser

Me too😶

☹️💔

I felt this because it's life

hi! can i use your piece for our english month event? if it's okay with you? I like your piece:) I can relate to every word of this piece.