healing from depression, documented. - Healing Diaries (Ep1)

When I was at my lower weights / under a healthy BMI, I was this way too. It’s like looking into a window to the past.

Ty for sharing. U are far from alone! Unless you have it , no one understands.
It’s to the point where people don’t even react, to me crying and I don’t blame them. I get hurt so easy and I am known as a people pleaser. I just hate to know if somebody’s sad or what if I hurt your feelings etc. but it’s hard because you can’t drive your family nuts with it. Such a horrible pain and I don’t know if you do, but sometimes I could actually feel my heart move. It’s like high become paralyzed to my bed.

I am suffering from depression almost 2yirs from now,because of financial and physical condition....its so hard and i always cry evryday but b4 im the kind of happy person and just like i always nervous that what poeple tell me about my disability and i feel lke aomething could happen to me and i feel like hopeless and no one could understand me.and its so hard for also too wake up in the morning its so hard for to do the simpe task not just like b4..😫😫😫

Same situation 😢

As someone who is 13 and going through depression thank soo much for this:)

This is kinda weird.

Don't see a therapist. Repent of your sins, accept Jesus Christ, and read the Bible with an appetite like you've never had for anything else before.

Oh, you're a Chinese. Lol, ni shi yi ge kuku de bao bao.

Sheesh, what a crybaby. How did I end up here, lol.

More beautiful than me. Idk this woman crying .. she's not ugly at all. Her beauty makes me feel like I'm a ugly ass monster.

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.....and it's gonna be a loooooooong way to retirement age 😁😁

"how are you doing?"
"I'm fine"
if fine meant depressed

Going Through It

The strongest souls fight the most difficult battles. Depression is like an angry dragon that fights us. To master depression, you have to go through it. One does not defeat the angry dragon. Because you are the dragon and the depression. You slowly become one with the dragon and the depression and gain strength in going through it.

It's okay zoe...but my situation is worst and im just a teen a teen 😭🙂

this video meant everything to me. <3

I really relate to this.

Healing get. Start when its need when have more pain it really work will just busy yourelf create all time good thinnking to yoir brain and heart do good deed you will feel good inside

It's okay in my household was looked dawn apon, I would cry in silence. If I cried based weak, based "your not a victim" . So on

I'm glad I came across your video❤

The lyrics from Chosen, a song from Sidewalk Prophets:
You're not worthless, you're precious
You're not left out, you're wanted
You're not invisible with your shining soul
Love has spoken, you are chosen

God loves you and he chose you for a reason. You have worth. And nobody in the world can ever take that away from you.

I feel so hopeless for days ... I can't stop being angry and tearfulness .feels like my mind can't think of anything positive.💔💜

You don't have to feel alone. 🫶
you gathered a whole community of people who understand you.
Do you understand zoey?
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she is brave for shareing this i hope she is doing better

I hope life is treating you well and I wish the very best for you in everything you do! 🙏🏼

What a load of bollocks. Just another woke Z generation. There are thousands of others worse than you suffering terminal illness, starvation or other such sadness. But hey, if it make you feel better counting your blog views …then go ahead.

This is very beautiful to see both sides of you and it’s completely relatable. I am going through a deep depression right now after having graduated from my masters program and this is so helpful. Hope you are making progress on your healing journey and taking time to rest. Thank you for making this!

GET OVER IT. IM SURE YOU HAVE A FAMILY,A BF AND FRIENDS TO SUPPORT YOU. YOU DONT HAVE A REASON TO BE DEPRESSED. I HAVE NONE OF THAT I LISTED. GET OVER IT

It gets so bad each day , every day I think I might be healing but at last I couldn't sleep and cry all night. I was in love with this guy well we started dating for 2 months when we got into the relationship he was depressed because his ex left him , I tried my best to make him feel good, he would have panic attacks at night because and I would be the one right next to him always. I decided that I'm going to fix him so I decided to pray for him everyday for about 1 hour to God so that he would heal and I'd try my best to make him the happiest, after 3 days he told me life feels like life again, I was so happy for him , little did I know I started noticing something odd , he started to ignore my texts he even ignored my entire presence, I would try to ask him but he'll always deny and say I'm overreacting, I was completely broken 💔 I was so depressed and cried the entire day..... Until one day he said nothing and just blocked me, I went insane after that , I couldn't eat and sleep for days I hope I heal from this and everyone does❤

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This isn't depression look like 🤡

I know this might be kinda out of place but just wanted to say if anybody is looking for somebody to talk to, about the bible, life issues, struggles, trauma or anything im always happy to chat with others. God bless everyone according to His will and in name of Jesus Christ.

The beginning made me cry. "They're the same person". You just wonder where the normal you went.

Ugh idk why I'm so sad rn Idk idk bruh.. I'm scared what if people that's really precious for me starting talking to me why am I so changing ugh I'm not ready ugh I'm sad

I have OCD, ADHD, ED, depression, traumas... Hope you guys heal but I know I can't.

I'm 14 years old and I cry almost every day.
Because, peoples around me always bully me and called me ugly and even my family members too
They told me ugly and fat
But the day when I started to follow you I feel much confident and I decided to change myself ❤❤

I can understand you a lot

i feel the same pain and everyday its like a weight you have to pull in order to try and pretend to be happy. ive lived with this now its a year since i discovered and i sometimes have days when i feel so useless and cry for no reason. i cry til theres no more hoping ill get better like other normal beautiful happy people i see out there. and sure i have gotten compliments but each time i never take time to sink in a compliment as if i deserved it. i dont want suicide i dont smoke i just wish i would well and finally get my life straight even sleeping on time(which is a struggle) And i hate for my family asking why i look sad as a teenager its just stressful

Same here 🙂

Idk abt you but i don’t even have energy to cry when im heavily depressed i just can’t cry even tho I’m very very sad and feeling so bad , but I’m a boy so maybe that’s the difference

Thank you for making this video!!! I feel less alone with these feeling. You are amazing

Please stay strong 😊

sorry u had to go through all this but ik ur strong girlie

So much love So much care and I wish that you can be whole, whole things can feel broken, but you deserve to fully be yourself