Alexandra Kay - Everleave (Lyrics)

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This song speaks to my heart , I was hurting for 7yrs feeling so in loved ,hated but I got the strength to walk away with my two kids

Whew.. where has this song been?? I just heard it tonight and I can’t stop crying. Damn this is right to the heart .. love it!! I get every word I guess why it has hit me so hard!! ❤❤

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“A decade down the drain “

The only thing harder than leaving was staying and completely losing myself. I had to go. So thankful I did.

This was my marriage and I realized that I deserved better and I finally said enough! I was married, but living a single life! Alcoholic, spoiled, narcissistic little boy who never grew up!! He had his room and I had mine! Thank you for this song ❤❤❤❤

Dealing with this now… 2nd marriage same as the first 🤷🏻‍♀️💔 9 years together and I’m done

Awesome song!

When she says “ am i missing u or all I’ve ever known.” I’ve been with my husband since 9th grade. We have a 30 year old son,24 yr old son and a 22 year old daughter. I don’t know how we got here. I’m 47 he’s 48 and I am in congested heart failure many years ago but 2 years ago I caught Covid-19 pneumonia I was supposed to die because of my past health history n I’m in heart failure and 4 months before hand I had bilateral pneumonia , but all I could think about is getting back to my husband n my kids. I lived n I was discharged 2 days early I am on oxygen and I can’t walk far at all from my room to the kitchen is a lot for me. Before I got home he made sure there was no dust in the house and he wouldn’t let anyone near me. He’s always been protective of me since the day we met. I am over hear dying literally n I’m wondering at what point did we get here? I’m so sick I didn’t notice he was having an affair. Our son found out n didn’t wanna tell me because he didn’t want anything to happen to me from the stress and that didn’t work. He just changed n then I found out he started using drugs and drinking. He became a whole other person. I’m grieving for the loss of my husband not this thing. It’s like when ur dating an identical twin same face very different personality that’s what I feel like. My husband is dead and this is the twin I utterly hate. I thought when I died he would be there for me and I came to terms with dying I accept that will happen and I made my peace with that cause I know our children have an amazing father to lean on. He destroyed that also! He allegedly tried to kill us. On purpose! This was after I kicked him out! He’s never ever acted like this, we never allow alcohol in our house or around our kids we didn’t even let ppl smoke cigarettes inside my house. I was blindsided. One day he was someone else and he is rewriting history in his head and our best friends from high school both think he lost it because they said to him “ dude, we were there literally from day 1. Ur not making any sense.” My best friend and his they said “ it looks like him, but it sounds like a whole other person.” Everyone who he knows has said that. So, everything I’ve ever known literally everything I’ve ever known is gone. My kids hate him with a passion especially after the trying to kill us thing. When I die they will have no one. Friends and family can’t replace there mother or their father. He n his daughter were inseparable and he treasured her n she was his princess. She is shattered. So, everything I’ve ever known and everything the children has ever known is gone. What he did to our children it doesn’t matter if there adults cause they r still my children n what he did to them broke my soul. I just wanted my old life back. I wish there was a rewind button. Some things in life can’t be unsaid and some things in life can’t be undone.

Beautiful song,very relatable

This song broke my heart. I’ve been Married my entire adult life, this made me question how well I’ve been taking care to take care of my Wife. I made sure to tell how much she means to me, how much I want her with me, how much I think about her and how superb she is as a Mother. I asked her what else I can do to show how much I love you. I love you Sandy.

this song has been hitting my heart a lot lately. Im not one to put my business out there and i love my husband but i feel like im not a priority sometimes because he is so focused taking care of the bills and the kids he forgets that we have no time together. I just wish he had more time for me...

2010-2020.... a decade down the drain... 😢😢😢

OMG I AM NOT A COUNTRY PETSON BUT YOU TURNED ME ON TO IT AGAIN FOR SURE .

Good morning beautiful ❤

😢 This song is so beautiful and sad and makes my heart go out to the women who feel this way but don't have the means to get out. Whether it be a lack of a back up plan, lack of family, or lack of funds. The women whose cups ran dry becoming everything everyone else wanted and in turn lost themselves in the process.

We see you. Some of us are you. Keep going, you will get back to you one day. Just. Keep. Going.

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This song!!! I'm crying alligator tears because it sums up my life. I was married for 9 years to my childrens father and we had called it quits and i found what I thought was love after him and it was nothing but me getting mentally abused and my children scared and walked on egg shells. I should have never stayed with a man that long. I was alone for a while after him until Prince charming asked me on a date hesitant I went and 1 year 4 months later he is my missing piece that I swear I have been looking for. He has fixed a heart that he never hurt and I thank God on a daily that I took that chance at love one more time. Maybe they are right 3 time was a charm!!!

Unfortunately this was my marriage, he was a narcissist and didn’t give a shit about me

I was in a loveless marriage .... Or rather he loved too many other women ...... I left when my son was 1 week of 12 months old. The best thing I ever did 6 years later I married my perfect sole mate and we've now been together 31 years. Life just gets better when your in the right relationship

My mother left after 28 years... Man, this song hits hard.

Dear me

So beautiful and so true why are we so dumb if they won't fill your cup time to find somebody who will or fill your own

Powerful voice, Powerful song bringing so many beautiful people together and realising they are not alone. We all stay in hope that oneday , just oneday we will wake up and our life will be just how we dream it could be. Sending you all strength to live the life you deserve full of love and laughter.❤

Wow what a beautiful song

After 12 years together and two kids in stuck by his side threw military life, multiple infidelities, mental help issues , narcissistic behavior i just file yesterday it was one of the hardest things in my life i ever had to do

I only found this song yesterday. So happy I did.. I've been having struggles with alot in my life, when I heard Alexandra's new songs. I love them all. .. please come to the Big island of Hawaii..❤

I’m in my 60s been unhappy in a loveless marriage for so many years. This song litterly brought tears to my eyes. It was as if you wrote this just for me.

When your pain is greater than your fear, you leave. For 20 years I was married to a Military Man. He was also an alcoholic, addict, abuser, rapist. Everyone saw him one way I knew him as a different man. The night me and my child hid in the closet and called 911 was the day the pain was greater than the fear. I thought I’d never leave. But, thank God, I did.

Im so tired of being so angry....

I was in a marriage for 10 years and I felt this way So many times. I finally left Last December. Even though Emotionally and Mentally it was over for about 1 1/2 before I walked out.

my 2024 song❤

Your song touch my very soul.... This song really broke my heart😢 words almost perfect for my ex and I... I stayed for 10 years most of which my worse... Ryv

I listen to this song and I hear you say and all I see is a decade down the drain and I feel that part in my heart so bad it makes me cry. How can ten years go by and he never cares about how it affects me everyday. Thank you for this song you take words from my mouth and sing them out loud . I hope one day I can financially walk away the hardest part will be watching our daughter hurt over it and that part kills me too. That he wont change for his daughter or myself.

This resonates in my soul. My heart breaks for you, but I know exactly what you’re saying.

O...M...G. I was married 6 yrs in an abusive marriage, had 4 beautiful kids from it, but I stayed thinking I wanted my kids to have a family. I walked on eggshells 24/7 around a narcissistic sociopath. Put on the fake smiles and let him tear me apart, emotionally and physically and mentally to keep him happy. He never thought I would leave, but we did, and now we're safe and loved by an amazing man 🥹

I cheated on my lady for 3 years.

Love the dong but is this rap crap at the end?

You got no idea I'm drowning....wow I felt that!

This song hits me so deep in my soul. I try so hard but it's been 18yrs and nothing ever really changes. Trying to give him the benefit of the doubt for the hundredth time......just not sure how much longer I can keep doing this 😢

This song really makes me cry so hard. 💔

God this song hits so close to home, it's unreal. Do I really say goodbye to 13 years? 😢

So I am just cleaning my kitchen after Christmas… And this song comes on and I am blawing my eyes out. I’m in a 10 year relationship and I’ve never heard a song to literally take the words right out of my mouth.
I don’t know what to do ..

I love you Adrian I will always love you 💔❤️‍🩹

I've been telling my husband this for years, yet here I am. What's wrong with us?

Wow. This was me. For nearly 20 years until I finally left. Sadly he tormented me even more after I left. He knew the only way to do break me was through my babies. Don't stay ladies! If it's not loving then leave!

Wow…. This is it…. 😭 Two decades I lived without knowing how it felt to be loved…. 21 and 41 was definitely different…. You can only take so much for so long…. And the amazing thing is no one knew … he was the “good guy” not abusive yet not loving …. Hard worker yet so obsessed with “getting ahead” in life that he forget about everything and everyone else. I walked away and endured such pain and slander of my character for my decision yet I stand by it because it was the best decision I have ever made in my entire adult life. I should have left many years before I did. Took me a while to realize that but it is the truth.

Leaving was easy for me. Staying was the hard part.

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