Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy, frontal lobe brain injury and violence

Just got diagnosed. Violent upbringing and thinking I wouldn't be alive today so got into mixed martial art's, then the 1% mc world then drug's and more violence and now here i am staring into the abyss withe that and pressure on my ocular veins. Fucking funny how life work's out.

Domestic violence. Repeated head butting and stangulation? PTSD, frontal lobe injury.