My Recovery Story: Abuse

I've got the feeling that her being abused was when a man said no to her! she's never had that before so she felt beaten up for it.

I feel like the first step to me reaching my goals is sharing my abuse story on my channel for my first video, it was 8 years of hell :( and im still not recovered, i dont know how about to go for it and put it out there , im scared

Did you see that he did this again!!

Your so strong, I know personally how this feels , I took me till 3 years after the relationship for me to tell my mum and dad , stay strong, so much of a inspiration

O..M...G I always think it is kinda silly and stupid when people say stuff like: OMG I can totally relate. But girl.. Let me tell you. I CAN TOTALLY RELATE. I've been in an abusive relationship for almost 2 years. I was so scared to leave bc I thought I was gonna be alone. My family hated me because I was honestly just with a very shitty manipulating person and that turnt ME into a shitty manipulating person. He manipulated me of thinking I had him and only him, there for I had lost all my social contacts, all my friends and family hated me. He lied to me constantly and really held me back from doing my own thing. I couldn't express myself. Couldn't do anything by myself. But once I broke up with this person I was starting to become myself again. Family members could actually recognize me again. I've always been a free person and just what you said: If he asked (and still if people ask) How r you? 9/10 times I am not telling the truth. This isn't a good trait but it's just how I am. If I said to my ex, I am gonna go to Amsterdam by myself that day (which I do a lot, I just like to travel on my own) He didn't have any of it. He would throw a temper if he couldn't go with me. Just realize that we saw each other EVERY SINGEL DAY for almost 2 YEARS straight. After we finally broke up for real, I had to rebuild all my 'old' social contacts again and had to apologize to a lot of people including my family. But right now almost 5 months after I broke all contact with this person, I am happier than ever. And I don't let anybody tell me who I am or what I can or can not do!.

(sorry long story) I mean this in the most positive way: I am happy that I am not alone in this. Bc of the story's you put out. Thank you for that. It really helps me a lot.

Ps: Also like you said: My ex also recognized the fact that I was totally fine on my own, and doing my own thing. That made him angry.

You're so incredibly inspiring for sharing this and getting strong!🙏🏼💙

I resonated with so much of what was said in this video. I am truly blessed and lucky to be alive today. I was in an abusive relationship at a very young age and was hospitalized many times. I completely lost myself and had no sense of self worth. My heart goes out to all the people who are currently in abusive relationships and praying for the strength to get out 🥺🙏🏼❤️ You deserve so much better

with your story i don't understand how someone could just say "get over it"

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Yep. I’ve been told I’m hard to like. More than once. They want you to think they’re the only one who could ever want to be around you.

I bet he loved that you weren’t close with your family physically or emotionally at the time

You seriously don’t have makeup on? You bitch

Adrian has a tik tok and people dont know what kind of person he is, i wished people on social media who are following him and thinking he is a good guy would see these videos.

Hahah i love u so much taylor

I wish i can give u everything u fucking want u r such. A strong girl a beautiful and a sweet human being im so glad that u r in a better place now 💜

As Taylor talked more and more her country accent got way more country

Taylor was been gaslighted by a psychopath abuser... such a shame and disaster afterall... and i wish you all the best and luck taylor because you are a awesome person at any time, don't let the muggles get you down. peace,love & respect

Thank you Taylor for making this im watching this 5 months after but im going thru things rn and this vid is so enlightening thank you so much

The fact that your not wearing makeup 😮

My abuser never went to jail and I’m still so angry about it and how everything ended. Taylor how did you cope knowing they didn’t have any repercussions to their actions? I hear how’s he with people and what not and doing really good and it makes me mad hearing that because he ruined years of my life and caused me multiple health problems from it😐 how did you get through the anger

Bruh I saw this at the right time. I’m only 14 and I’ve been assaulted sexually and physically by the same person and I’m gone now and I can’t say thank you enough. I have already tried to kill myself 2 times and it was from a second thing and now after the relationship it’s still so fucking hard to wake up and accept myself for me but this really helped me. I agree with everything you said in here. Almost everything in your story happened to me accept for me the amount of abuse in my situation was a lot less than yours in my opinion but the suicide notebook the notes, the family problems were kind of major their, and I just want to tell you that you are amazing. I’ve only watched a couple of your videos and I feel like a super big connection with you. Thank you infinite ♾ times but yea I love you girl, keep going. 🖤🖤🐨🐨👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

I just saw him on tiktok under AdrianJuliann. I dont think that people shouldn't be able to move on from the past, but it is a little worrisome to see so many girls fawning over him if he still acts the same way. And honestly I don't think abusers can change without really working through their own shit.

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The person your with should never put u down. He was a complete jerk. Giving u insecurities you shouldn't have

Anyone see his tiktok now? Like i kno this was awhile ago nd shes healing from it butttttt there be girls THIRSTING OVER HIM!!! Nd they have no idea who the real him is... its just sad for his next victim:/

Ik this is probably a late comment but I'm sorta going through something with my best friend where im constantly being put down by him and he just scares me to the point where I'm legit scared for my own life. I'd already been through a lot in the past and he knows what i'd been through and still made me feel horrible about myself.. So thank you.

I was in an abusive relationship with my BABY DADDY. That is the WORST type of abusive relationship to be in (im not saying if you don’t have a baby with the person then it’s fine, by no means abuse is wrong. I’m just saying for the people saying “get over it” it’s not that easy when you have a child with the abuser) I’ll have to deal with the man for the rest of my life. He’s not in our life at all, i won’t allow it because of the person he still is (drug addict alcoholic bipolar no meds narcissist) but he tries to contact me all the time still he still tries to manipulate me. But back in our relationship it was super abusive. He held a gun to my head tried to suffocate me with a pillow and yes “i was dumb enough to have a baby with him” it was not on purpose. You don’t know that story I’m not telling it so don’t judge what you don’t know. He’s never been a father to our son. 3 weeks after giving birth he tried to cheat on me until i caught him. He’s cheated atleast 3 times. Denied every one of them though. And the last time i let him lay a hand on me was my sons 2nd birthday he slammed my head into the dash board almost broke my arm trying to get my phone out of my hand all the while my son in the back seat screaming. Our relationship was very on and off. He tried to get my son taken from me by his own parents, because i tried to break up with him. Finally, i left him and came home to my parents and shortly after, i got the courage to leave him. I felt safe enough to do it. For the longest time i was afraid if i left he’d come after my family. Because that’s what he said he would do. But they reassured me i was safe. Unfortunately a lot of harassment came of it from him and his grandmother so we dealt with the cops a lot. But it got better and i was free and not depressed anymore. But it’s been over for almost 4 years and I’m in another relationship, but i STILL hate him and i still fear of my boyfriend now doing something like baby daddy did even though he’s nothing like that. It will mess with you for YEARS!!! So don’t tell someone just get over it. Or just leave. Because it’s not that easy. Hope you never experience that. Because then you’re going to see what we’re talking about. Just be empathetic and be there for people.

Seeing you cry made me so mad why do people have to be so mean and hurt others

I am so sorry you had to endure that nightmare. From a psychological perspective, this was more about his insecurities. He is an abusive loser who needs help because he will go on hurting others until he addresses his seriously destructive behavior. Someone like that probably will never change unless some serious consequences happen to him—like criminal charges with a prison sentence.

My uncle has a girlfriend that abuses him and when he broke up with her she took everything away from him and called the cops on him telling them that he would hit her and such when it was her abusing him the whole time and because he’s a man they believed her. He got out of it thank god but then he went back to her :( he is now with her again and I’m terrified for him because he won’t listen to any of us trying to help him out of this relationship

Love u girl keep up the amazing work!💖💖💖💖💖 you're so strong!🙌

I respect you. And I love how you are now!

I’m a survivor too 💜 I’ve been out of it for almost 3 or 4 years now

Why so many thangs happen to youtoube people

Wow, what an amazing transformation 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

The picture looks like the manager lady on the 40 year old virgin

I stopped watching you after the “I’m ugly” video. You recently popped up on my feed, and I clicked on your page to see how you were doing. At the time, I thought you were a sheltered girl getting beaten up by a big city. I came from a sheltered family, from a small town, a southern belle if you will. I related to those parts of you and could see how that might happen, in a city known for comparing yourself to others. LA is a city for people with thick skin, so I understood how it might break someone. But I realize now that I am wrong. And I do relate to being abused. I have studied the psychology differences between men and women for the last two years, because of my past. Because I don’t want to go through it again, and I want to set an example for my kids. I get it. I am sorry for everything you have been through, and I am so proud of you spreading your wings.

I hate him so much. I’m glad you’re in a better place now.

How the hell are you not wearing makeup? YOURE SO GORGEOUS LIKE WORK IT GURL💕 I am so sorry about everything that has happened to you. You’re are such an amazing person and you do not deserve this ❤️❤️❤️

Went through such a similar situation!! I was only 15 and the abuser was 26. It takes its toll on physical and mental health was stuck with him for 3 years. I was a shell of a human when I finally escaped. Still hear his voice in my head calling me horrible things ect and I'm 26 now... it sucks how it stays with you...
Much love lady💙

Awww I feel so bad .😥😢😭😿💔💔

Taylor: i was in my 20's...
Me: how old are you? I thought you were like 17🤯😱

i was in an abusive (mentally) relationship for 7 years. and i can see and relate so much about how good it feels after some time to look back and be able to say yes now i love myself again, i am happy, i am free and i finally feel ''alive'' again BTW sorry english is not my first language so maybe its a bit weird how i said it

It’s so crazy how much I resonate with this

I feel this I will never ever beg to be loved or change myself for anyone ever

Hey I know we will never talk because we'll your famous and I am just some girl but I wanted you to know your amazing and so so strong I've gone through this and seems to be an always thing it's hard to change and it's hard to move forward I am proud of you !!! For getting through this

I love you so much.....your words literally just slowly seep into my brain. I have been through so much and have had so many people tell me that I need to get over, I've had people put words into my mouth trying to tell my story. Except it's mine and not theirs. I'm learning everyday as I get older. I have watched your channel for so long....I'm now 14 and It's crazy to think I still watch you and I will continue. Much Love.

U r so pretty without makeup 💄

I went to my grandmas house in a different state I was abused by her and she took my phone I couldn’t call anybody and she lied and my baby brother got hit in the head by her and my grandpa had to pull her off of me and me and brother were 10 and 3