4 weird signs of narcissistic abuse trauma #narcissist

Was just walking quietly right now while watching 😂

Dissociation was so high that I didn't get up from my bed for 12 days. My mother use to change my pads

Wishing all inflicted God Speed, health and peace. Bless. 🙏🏽

I had lucid dream where i was hearing my mother shouting at me that is so true

This hits 🏡

This is literally me but I hold my breath while walking quietly

Wow yes i would walk around loose time then wake up an it was hors later .. i guess thats what it was disassociate...wow

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Yes all these to a T

Not wanting to make noise is so me
Also not wanting to be seen.. sometimes i wish I was invisible.
I also dread social interactions and i am so scared of reaching out to others. I don't ask for help like ever..
I try to keep everyone happy and feel so so so bad when someone around me is unhappy..

I want to get better!!!!

The last one👍🏻💯

Right

For me, it’s also hiding the things I like from the abuser. I don’t ever talk about my wants or the things I like because early on I was shamed or put down for it. So I just keep it all to myself.

U r great sir hats off to u my toxic mother is a true narcissistic lady and I have faced several childhood trauma but only because of u i am able to recognize them ❤

Now, I know my self better after watching your videos..bcoz I face all this

Truth truth truth

narcissistic abuse isn't real btw! coming from a narcissist who is a victim of abuse ^_^. it is extremely ableist and stereotypes narcissists as evil by default.

Why does my Narc Radar goes up? Because YOU are a Narcissist and you copy Real stories of trauma from people with Real Experiences. You should be ashamed of yourself.

Forgetting to eat yes. I once lost 25 lbs off my 115 lbs body in 6 months. 5 yrs later im only at 100 lbs He purposely gave me food poisoning and would “forget” to order my dinner if it was take out. I never felt like eating when i was around him. Top that off by saying me being underweight is such a big insecurity for me and he knew that

I have exact nightmares nearly every night that i stay up till early hours to avoid sleeping .

Being dissociated what mean

Walking quietly and turning the doorknob slowly and softly so that doesn’t make the click sound.

Not making noise bc my family was light sleepers

Severe effects of long term poor posture. Reduced freedom of movement and pain. This worsens with age, causing major mobility problems.

I got a dream with Black Wolf chasing me

This people are really psychos,they really act very weird,I don't even understand if it's really a demon inside of them😂

Yes yes yes 🥺🥺🥺🥺😢😢

Can someone please explain dissociated to me? I believe it may be happening with me, but Im unsure of the definition. When he's verbally mistreating me, I 'disappear'...Im not zoning out. I just check out. I think my mind goes completely blank and Im gone. Then I don't hear/remember what he's been yelling about, and that pisses him off MORE 😕😔

So disconnected with self being with these creatures.

FOR REAL

My recurring nightmares are about being trapped in my parent's home , living under their tyranny and I am unable to escape. From 11 years old I counted down to when I turned 18 years old and I could move out and emancipate myself but the nightmares still go on. During the dream I feel profoundly depressed and can hardly breathe, which wakes me up. I wake up having difficulty breathing.

Absolutely 😅😅💯right my husband like doing same

I didn't dream of places inescapable. But I'd see a huge red (blood shot) moon. And there was endless sea of black sticky water (or blood) and I often found myself struck in it. Neither drowning nor being able to get out of it. Absolutely no sound. No light except for the moons red glaze. No human or animal. Neither a breeze of air. (Not suffocating thou-but definately shortage of oxygen). Making everyone happy ex ept for ourselves is accurate but it was self control. So there could be peace at home. 😢
But their peace was not in just abusing me. Hurting or controlling me. Coz I was silently enduring the growing toxicity. (Plz don't call it Resilience or strength-i was numb for 18 yrs) they wanted to see me in pain of all sorts. Enduring abuse not just from them. But everyone around. They kept me alive while killed my soul.

This is uncannily accurate.

Growing up like this, still experiencing all of it. Can't afford Therapy, I'm so thankful for this channel. Thank you Danish!

On point....

That is literally me. Yes I forget to eat, yes I walk like that even I remove my sandals so that i don’t make noise when I enter the room where he sleeps, I tell the kids to keep it quiet if they make noise, I feel I have a bear in the bedroom and if he wakes up I or we all be in trouble.

True 😢

omg the quiet tip toeing trying not to wake them up and set them off ! ugh. yes.

Whew, yeah, not fun at all

Oh my gosh, the walking quietly for sure. Closing my cabinets quietly too 😢

nightmares, 😢😢forgetting to eat😢,so true

I was so hypervigilant after I left my narc ex. Even the smallest noises startled me.

My ex is deceased now. Even so, when someone enters the room and comes up behind me, I'm startled and upset.

For me flinching when you make a sudden noise is how my friends realized I was traumatized

Walking on egg shells.....😅

I learned where every floor crack was.

For the longest time people who cared about me thought it was anorexia. They could not fathom how someone could forget to eat.

Wow the not wanting to make noise in my own house, yep

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