Surf Curse - Freaks (Doomer)

Have fun scrapping my brains off the wall. Fuck you.

All my bad memories are down here:
My dad abused my mom
Abused me
Tried to drown me
I got depression
Suicidal thoughts
Got in a toxic relationship
Lost my grandma
Lost my dog
Lost my relationship
Friends died

I'm 15 turning 16 in a few months
I feel like I completely wasted my life and youth
There is no point anymore

Don't cry im just a fish
You not a freak never say that you are a legend ;) never be sad you a true person memories are things we miss and was our happiness good luck guys❤

Eh even though Im deeply religious I wish I never woke up tomorrow I just wish I could pray,go to end, and let the suffering stop.

I dont want to live anymore.

When i listen to this at 3 am memories from all my life pass one by one in my mind it makes me happy that a lived all those great moments, but also sad that now they only exist inside my mind

13 years old next years high school me and my friend have been together all our lives he lives next to me and listening to this walking past the neighborhood hangout spot I shed a tear or two

Старые воспоминания💔🥀 их не вернуть🥺

Estou aqui no quarto sozinho no escuro deitado em minha cama ouvindo essa música lembrando dos momentos que vivi, cara da até uma tristeza, que vontade de voltar no passado só para rever aqueles momentos.

"I need her so much.... but does she needs you".....

Life is a memory. Happiness no really.

Depression speedrun any %

0:191919191 second

A NEW RECORD

Yes

No usen esta canción para llorar o sentirse mal porque en otro años estaban mejor y ahora no, deberían escucharla para reflexionar como están, que pueden mejorar, que errores han tenido
Pero recuerden que no todo va a progresar solo, dejen de esperar lo que sea que estén esperando, tomen acción ya verán que todo saldrá poco a poco mejor

y solo así vas a estar bien



A quien le sirva

:(🖤👍💔

This song makes me feel weird things

Ben üniversiteye gitmek için hiç hazır hissetmiyorum hep çalıştım ama işin sonunda hiç istemiyordum(Şu an hir daha hazırlanıyorum 12 de cok çalismadım mezuna kaldım) 11.sınıfın başından 2.dönemin başına kadar zorbalığa uğradıım öncesinde pandemide zaten asosyalliğe ve yalnızlığa alışmışken çogu iyi özelliğimi kaybetmiştim bir de üstüne böyle bir şey yaşayınca bu olaydan dolayı 7 8 ay sanki yoktum sürekli aklıma geliyordu sınav senemin ilk döneminde hiç çalışmadım 2.dönem zar zor açığa geçip çalıştim qma yeterli olmadı bir daha hazırlanıyorum ve hayvan gibi yalnızım ne anlayan ne soran yok sadece sabahı akşam ediyorum hala düzenim yok içimi buraya dökmek istedim

I hope it's just a phase

I just wanna feel something again

“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different…”

ağa be😢

This just sad😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔☹️🙁😕😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dad I hope that you are feeling satisfied in your grave. You always said that even the dogs would pity us if you’ve left. Yes, dogs are pitiful towards me. They chase me and lick my pants every morning when I’m walking to my job. I miss you old man.

Ps: Your fav. team crowned as champions 3 times after you’ve left. You were kinda unlucky, eh?

I am just a freak and hopefully I won't wake up this Time has really taken on a lot of meaning to me, literally because of something I have, I don't know what it is, I was born bad and I'm just a weirdo and my mother doesn't love me

To the ten million people watching this, I hope what ever your going through gets better soon ❤

pov:

In the past, you were the best in class, you were the best in sports, everyone loved you, and everything changed when you grew older. Every day is worse than yesterday. You became a smoker, you became an addict and you hate everything

😢😢 so many memories

theres a 97% chance that your wasting your teenager life on nothing

Out of these things I have wanted were toys electronics but it's different with her, I can't just beg to my parents for her she has feelings I can't control her... I just m8ss when we were younger, no stress, no depression, just life😢

Pov:you find out bacons got deleted

I stopped believing love because I gave soooo much it, in return I didn't ask for anything but loyalty and their time. But eh, it's is what it is; I'll forever be alone... 😊

Pov looking at the pics and text just one more time before deleting em

Стоя на краю кричит совесть мне "СТОЙ" Замкнувшись в себе из-за разорваной жизни я хотел уйти из этой жизни

watching this with tears...old memeories

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Don't kill me, just help me run away
From everyone, I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak

[Chorus]
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak

[Verse 2]
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time

[Chorus]
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time

My cat just dissapeared like a month ago, and it kinda hurts cause i raised it since it was just 1 month old, i had to go to the capital of my country to visit my family and i think she felt alone even though my mom was there to take care of it, then she left the house and never returned, the last moment i lived with it happened when i woke up at 4 am because i have insomnia, and she was at my side sleeping on my arm, she woke up and we both saw the sun rising in the morning, it was so beautiful because the sky had a kind of purple tone and the lights of the city were pointing at us, she was so concentrated on the window that the reflection of the city looked like stars in her little eyes, my cat was the only good thing left in my life, she always meowed at me when i came back to work like saying "good evening" and all the times i felt frustrated or depressed she was always at my side, but now i have nothing, im alone at one of the deepest points of my life and i cant sleep thinking about her, but i'm still having hope that some day, year or month she will turn back and i can listen to her meowing at me again.

Sad songs make me think about my dead cat who i loved years ago. I miss him he was the perfect cat for me.

pov: you are reactor operator and you hear huge explosion and after few hours you start realising it's not just control system tank

based on true story

I haven't girlfriend I haven't friends I haven't anything when I searched the cliche called "really love for all you life" I sometimes thinking is false.

Who remember lego jr

Jesus is coming so lean on him and walk how he walked to know him and gain eternal life with the father in heaven

when this plays at a sad moment i am going to cry even more

Remember the old times?

When it was our first day of school

When rainbow wasn't mentioned as lgbtq

When you played your first game

When we weren't dirty minded

When saying daddy was normal

When the peaches was only a fruit

most nostalgic picture ever

failure is delayed succes

:)

"It hurts when everyone ignores you."

😢😢😢😢 extraño a mi padre