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I need to know every person who's depressed or hints they are or if ur sad reply "." on this comment

So hey I'm back My old account is like LilyanaD or something so I'm back so basically this guy I was friends with for 3 years just left me after treating me like shit for the last 3 months I did everything for him but he replaced me he treated my friend group like dirt he made me super uncomfortable and yeah he made stupid jokes and comments he was annoying he replaced me he never talked he never let me vent he looked 10 times happier with others he was controlling e was never there when I needed him but I was there he is also very homophobic but when we made jokes about him and his friends he wouldn't tell us about it and would just out burst and he would never accept the fact me and most of my friend group was LGBTQ+ he copied me but couldn't let others comfort him

I need a real hug, I've been hugging a stupid teddy bear even though I'm a young adult. That's how desperate I am. I just wanna hug someone as tight as I can with tears in my eyes after pouring my heart out to then, But that person doesn't exist, the person to hug and care for me. They don't exist. I just keep (trying to) crying myself to sleep but since in so numb, I can't. It hurts holding in tears for months and still not being able to use them. I would talk about my suicidal thoughts and self harm But I don't want to write an essay right now, ahah..

I hate people.
I hate everyone.
I hate everything.

But I don't want to be alone.

Yet I still don't want to be with people.

What am I supposed to do?

What am I supposed to do when I hate everything, but I don't want anybody?

Am I supposed to force myself to be with people I hate so they can "comfort" me?

Or am I supposed to isolate myself, and leave everyone else out?

What am I supposed to do?

I'm at war with myself.

And this war won't end.

Room

Every Night im siting in my rum my mom comms in and asks what im doing i say thinking but in Reality im just staring at the wall my head is empty its just me in a black box crying and not noing to get out

Ho feels just like that?

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This made me feel worse but does anyone recommend any other things that could help with litterily anything?

These videos are like a punch in the face to look at the reality and escape the fake space u made for ur self

If anyone needs a vent I'm here I can help I'm not a Licensed therapist but I've helped a lot of people get through hard times and now I want to help you💖

For anyone who needs to hear this:

I love your hair or lack of
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows or lack of
I love your eyelashes or lack of
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth or lack of
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you don’t wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when you’re sad
I love you when you’re mad
I love you when you’re happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
I’m proud of you for getting some sleep
I’m proud of you for trying to sleep
I’m proud of you for waking up
I’m proud of you for getting up
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
I’m proud of you for doing your hair
I’m proud of you for washing your face
I’m proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
I’m proud of you that you got out of your room
I’m proud of you for getting dressed
I’m proud of you for eating breakfast
I’m proud of you for being clean
I’m proud of you for trying to be clean
I’m proud of you for being alive
I’m proud of you for being a good friend
I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I won’t judge you for your looks
I won’t judge you from your race
I won’t judge you for your life
I won’t judge you for your family
I won’t judge you for your past/childhood
I won’t judge you for your body
I won’t judge you for your tears
I wont judge you for your age
I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation
I wont judge you for your gender
I wont judge you for your money
I won’t judge you for where you come from
I won’t judge you for your language
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t too fat
You aren’t too skinny
You aren’t annoying
You aren’t mean
You aren’t evil
You aren’t crazy
You aren’t weird
You aren’t worthless
You aren’t scary
You aren’t selfish
You aren’t too feminine
You aren’t too masculine
You aren’t too young
You aren’t too old
You aren’t disgusting
You aren’t a doormat
You aren’t a toy
You aren’t a monster
You are beautiful
You are pretty
You are handsome
You are kind
You are cool
You are everything you want to be
You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you.

if anyone needs to talk, im here 💗

When u see the warning in any video that has suicidal things in it u think why would it affect u but it affected me and. I. Js wanna be normal

I’m sorry can we just take a min to respect the bread✋

Very relatable

ykw?
i feel like my only true best friend really hates me. she’s my only true friend. she always hangs out with other people. she looks 20x happier with other people but me. she talks about me behind my back. but i js can’t lose her yet. i stay up until 3am crying my eyes out wondering what i do wrong. sometimes when i scream for my mom, crying my eyes out, not even being able to breathe, she finally comes out of her room and tells me how babyish and childish and ridiculous i’m being. then she gets mad at me like it’s my fault. maybe it is actually my fault. maybe i was made by accident. all i wanted to do was give my mom a hug.
everytime i go to school, i try to give my best friend a hug. but she’s too busy hanging out with the exact girls that fvcking bully me.
my forehead is apparently too big.
i have no chest.
i’m too shy.
i’m dumb.
i’m sensitive.
i’m weird.
i’m not a “tiktok girl”.
i’m not “that girl.”
i’m not what they want me to be.
i didn’t get it before, but of course i understand now. their slurs and hurtful comments aren’t helping me be prettier, but they’re fvcking bringing me down.
the boys look at me. i don’t have a butt.
i have all these thoughts in my head at once that get crammed into my head and make me have such a bad headache in class i start fvcking crying and look like an emotional clown.
even my true friends don’t even like me, they find new people and leave me out. THEY DONT FVCKING UNDERSTAND MY DAMN PAIN.
obviously i’m always the therapist friend. they all come to me when they need help, but when i truly need it, it’s an inconvenience and they can’t help me with my problems.
my friends that i TRULY liked lied to me 3.times.
and they got mad at me for defending myself.
when i get home the first thing i do is





cry.

ok i feel bad but stop posting ur problems on social media like NO ONE WILL CARE AND people will think its fake and al.Ok if u want a solution yes people can help but tellthe problem like ask a question example-

can anyone help me with depression?
but not like this
EVERYONE IS LUCKY EXCEPT ME HAHA I WANT TO SUICIDE

no! this is bad stop! STOP

W-why were the TikTok’s so relatable the “I want a perfect body perfect life perfect face” one is true..I feel that way.

310 thousand views.. Think about that when your down. You are 𝗻𝗼𝘁 alone. Yeah, you dont know these people so why does it matter? Picture it 310,000 people in a small room and you. Your tiny. So dont worry, you can vent nobodys stopping you but please stay alive. We need you

We are all just kidd who put on a mask to hide what you actually feel.

man i feel bad for my mom, first my dad yells at her when my siblings and me are prob the reason he even started yelling and she gets blamed for it then he throws er stuff on the bed, but he really doesn't mean it. he just has anger issues and my mom has anxiety

The one were it said I’m not hungry just made me cry.. my mental health is terrible and it feels like I’m starving which I am but I just can’t eat… I’m suffering and I’m hungry… but that’s not the only thing happening.

I just feel disgusting today I was hugging my best friend and I accidentally kissed her on the head and we’re both girls I told her it was an accident she said it was ok but I feel like it’s not ok now I’m scared to even talk to my friends I just wanna sit against the bar and cry at recess…

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I was raised by “trying isn’t enough “

I just sh I'm tired apparently my mental health is bad but I just nvm have a great time love yall

This isn’t a big deal but I’ve just been rage crying for like 10 minutes bc I have too many things to fit on my schedule. It doesn’t seem like a big deal, it isn’t. But I don’t even have time to shower daily, I feel disgusting and with those “ick” tiktoks they make me feel targeted. “Imagine not having time to shower daily🤢🤢” yes I do shower frequently but I just don’t do it as much as others. I have loads of homework, my room is so messy and loads of other stuff.

The second one, my bff... He made me feel amazing... He never bullied me..

Daily reminder: your skin is not paper, so don’t cut it, your neck is not a coat, so don’t hang it, your body is not a book, so don’t judge it, your heart is not a door, so don’t lock it, our life/lives are not a movie, so don’t end it, don’t think your a loser, everyone loves you, don’t listen to the haters and bullies, because YOU’RE A STAR🌟 (this message is not mine, I was just sharing it to 2% or more people, so now it’s your turn to share it)

Cringy encouraging truths and a vent (TW: talks about kys and other darker themes. If you need to vent but feel awkward about my vent I won’t mind! As long as you vent and feel better about yourself!)





Who ever said your a disappointment or a waste of space? Your doing so amazing today and yesterday and every day. I’m so proud of you for waking up. I’m so happy your still here. I’m glad your alive and here with everything still happening. I know you can stop SH in your own time. You can yet through this. You can vent in the replies and I’ll look as often as I can! ❤❤❤







Now on to venting.. thank you for reading this.. means a lot. So a little context if my family was picking me up from my grandparents house and they brought the WHOLE family and not just one parent. So when we got in the car my younger brother(my least favorite sibling. He’s the favorite child and he get everything he wants and he can cry without getting in trouble. He’s 6, almost 7.) and he wanted to sit next to me and I didn’t. So I said “move over” and he threw a fit and my dad screamed at ME for not letting him sit next to me. So I lashed out and said “no cause this is an hour drive I’m not sitting next to a pampered crybaby!” And swore at me. I know it something stupid to get worked over but it screwed me over. So my brother then wanted to go to Cracker Barrel for lunch and I had just eaten with my grandma. But we got there and I was still sniffleing and my eyes where swollen. My dad tried to call me over to talk to me but I ignored him. We entered the building before my dad grabbed my arm and dragged my to the car. Then he said I was crying over nothing and how I get worked over the dumbest things and I simply stared out the window and didn’t respond. When I did talk I yelled at him how he affected this whole situation and how he never give a sh*t about me until it’s a inconvenience to him and then I left back into the building. My mom looked at me like I wasn’t even her kid.and then my dad just said SORRY? Like that dose anything?!? He always sends me into a depression kinda mood for WEEKS and then all he says is SORRY? Then he expected me to want to TALK TO HIM?!? And BABYSIT FOR HIM WITHOUT GETTING PAYED?! He’s a sh*t dad and I can’t ever keep my self away from him and he just expects thing to go back to normal after something that made me non-verbal all day? I dunno.. I need some reassurance rn. I’m sobbing my eyes out to the point their so sore I just wanna die. I’m having thoughts of kms and I’m 12. Can I just get a hug or smth?

hey.. r u ok? I want u to know that no matter what you think then there will always be someone out there who cares. I care and i promise you, its going to be okay. I dont exactly know when, but some day. Ur beautifull, handsome and imperfect. Ur as good as them, they arent any better. If they dont love u back then its their loss. Ur imperfect which is good. Wouldn't it be boring if everyone acted and looked the same? Ur enough. Ur worth it. If you ever need to vent, im here:D

I just want someone to see this please idc who

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If i struggle with sh, who should i tell first. My sister and friends know. My parents, teachers, therapist, and counselor dont know. I dont want to be sent to a hospital but i need to tell my parents.

Im depressed sooooo "."

just smile😊

This is i how i feel.. Im sorry for the people who feel like this too-

Me hearing “QUASOOO” while crying 🥹
Thanks buddy we need more people in the world like you you’ve tryed your best and that’s enough thank you this is for you and everyone reading this “YOUR ENOUGH❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉 well done”

Honestly I’m so thankful for this because I’ve had almost no motivation to do a writing I’ve needed it do and this gave me an idea for it, thank you so much and I hope everyone out there who is struggling will find help ❤

I want to die but im not depressed or suicidal

Is no one gonna talk about the fact that firstly the blue thing was running after her/him,
But then got bored and then her/him was running after the blue thing(got attached)

I don't know how much longer I can take it. I can feel my heart physically burn as I reach for that academic validation. I never had the validity that other kids around me had from their families and im just so sick and tired and constantly trying to be better, do better, live better. I'm just tired and feel like I should give up but then there's that one kid always better than you and everyone is so focused on that person, contantly comparing myself to them. I live in my own little world where no one cares about my feelings, what I want or what I feel like. They just care about what I SHOULD have in my heart, what I SHOULD want, what I SHOULD feel....I am so lonely even though I'm surrounded by people. And then there's him. I love him, but then again I don't. This constant mood swing is getting to me and I'm hurtin him almost everyday....I try to let him go but I can't and when I try to explain it to him, he just turns on me and suddenly I'm the bad person and I'm the one who ruins everything and I'm the one who ruined his life and I'm the reason of every bad thing that happens in his life. Sometimes I wonder if he's even wrong. I'm pretty good looking, I have had more proposals for a relationship than my mere age of 16, and everyone just assumes my life is perfect because I'm pretty. "You just have the pretty privilage" said one of my (then) closest friends ever. I'm just a pretty face with no heart inside because it's been ripped out by the world so brutally. I have been cyberbullied. pretty bad in a SA manner. I'm still recovering from it and im just so tired of being sexualise over and over and over again....I'm not allowing myself to open up now.....and my SH is at dangerously increasing heights now. I absolutely slashed my arm last night. So yeah, as I said earlier, I don't know how much longer I can take it.