my mind is just a bunch of mess atm because i've been so drained from work and i'm either crashing or pushing myself a bit too hard to keep myself motivated somehow.
idk i just feel like i could've done more but lately i've been a bit demotivated and sometimes i question why i'm still here. i still miss my old friends from a few years ago but we all eventually move on.
i'm not retiring anytime soon because i can't really imagine myself not editing moving forward since it's my stress reliever (other than playing genshin and hsr).
ig take whatever i have for now.