released 23/05/2022
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full credit given to producer for instrumental
not so optimistic
on my pessemist s***
glass half empty
coz I drank it
ignorance is bliss they say
but I just can't see it that way
I try put on a smile today
but still all I see is grey
ain't no sunshine in my mind
I'm reeling like I'm left behind
lost my way i cannot find
no sunlight on the silver line
forecast cloudy once again
I'm wasting all my time again
i got no faith in nothing now
i'm always drowning in my pain
so give me a reason to exist
give me something to believe in
give me your chemicals please
cuz my dopamine depleted
sick of living in the dark
It's depressing as f**k
i think I overstepped the mark
now in the shadows I am stuck
so what's the point of everything
if I cant see the woods for the trees
If all we live for ends in nothing
why do we wake up and breathe
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